this girl asked me too paint her 

i said i need u to draw 

she gave me some pictures  so i find it not enough but not bad for painting 

so i sketched and put some light on her face and make it with oil on paper 

then i asked her a kiss ..shut up! she said 

this is it 

dhe has an ancient portrait i'll do more on this later 

and i will ask again and again 

people always left me for being who i am not pretend to be !

not an artist i mean a horny lonely sad scared boy that hates masturbation

but...

so being ur self is easy just feel what u can't feel

then fell down .. 

special tnx to my friend Mrs. N

i love this and i'l work it more i hope i can find more of her 

usually i pick girl's portraits to me it is beautiful just like a piece of  a flower 

but i do know that flowers can be poisoned ..so u don't have too eat anything in the world too

fell the joy of that u can just pick a moment ...u can have ur imaginations  u can love and leave just in 2 seconds

u can't love anybody other than yourself  ...everything we love is a part of us 

nothing outside  u see is beautiful  ..  

ps: i love you my brother cause you are a big piece of me and you are in my heart 

Digitally painted etude for a big new canvas

 i may put more figures and add some negative colors 

it has a seance of dancing specially Persian and Azerbaijani  dancing rolls to me i can't dance well every body knows that aha ! i'd like to dance but i can't get a good feeling acting 

so i'll put this  here and later i'll work on this project

..ps: i was talking to a girl i feel sometimes she is a kind of  nice lady too me but there are many problems 

pss: of i make this picture on a big canvas i'll design it wide  and make it my most beautiful joy full paintings maybe i should sketch more for it 

pss:   i just don't know how to do to it

 rele help me if u want ! 

ANOTHER PORTRAIT FOME THE SAME PICTURE

now i find her beauty as an Asian girls in red ..brown makes her old 

and i worked on my sketch again...

so somehow she is done maybe i use this portrait somewhere else on big canvas

...

i believe in every little thing that makes it speciall

hah! done ! i am looking for a good seance but i cant reach it

ps: some asks me why do  u write in English? 

u know i 've  lernt English years ago but i hav'nt ever been in another country so the  best way to 

keep it  for my self  is just to think in English about my feelings.

  

This portrait belongs to a nice lady 

i don't know her much i asked her too give me some  glass portrait picture 

so i start too sketch and put mt own lighting and colors ..i couldn't exaggerate on her typical

forms so i do it on the glass ..so the final picture is not bad! but i like it 

u know i have to work more on this painting is a long time needed experience ..it takes 

3 or 4 hours painting and cleaning and re sketching re coloring while she was textin me something strange about feeling sad ...about herself  specialty i didn't understand even a word of that women are complicated 

but beauty is a simple way how to make complicated think s into simple kind is so complicated 

... i just want someone understands me in the simple way i live love like and leave ...

 oil on paper 

portrait and my name  !

 my own graphic...