self portrait on canvas 

not finished yet 

 i can put some extra colors on the face ...

i was fat but now a days am going to be thin again 

3 weeks ago i had a little panic attack like a little epilepsy so that was so bad 

i feel better now sometimes i feel good "if  bastards around me let me rest enough some people are..."

i feel angry and week and i need a vacation and peace 

so this is my portrait of an unknown frightened  and week situation   ...

but i feel like a strong man inside because i believe in the way i am...

have a beautiful time